Still me here

Still me here

:P

why was it raining so hard this morning?
should I let my tears out following with the rain
what could you do with that pain
that’s the thing not being eased by sharing 
dont blame on anything
dont let down
learn
and keep respecting yourself

thank to

a song with lyrics
a cup of tea
a drama episode

- con ko thich, con chua bao gio thich
- khong thich van lam duoc

con biet cuoc song mau gi` ko biet nhung ko phai mau hong, con biet xa hoi nay ko giong nhung xa hoi khac, but I hate every word that you said, mom

indeed

If love is just a function of heart, not any function of mind, then everybody can fall for somebody all 24 hours a day 7 days a week.
that was interesting last night when my brain took a rest I felt I love you and have you beside me in my dream. this feeling didnt happen when I was awake. #teamzizou

meow^^

meow^^

I have been always jealous with people around who have sth extreme that they can be proud of. smart boys, basketbal boys, girls without brain haha but so girly and fking beautiful and actually know sth that a girl need to know, cool mind girls, school kids good at english, those good at finance… even mom said to me when I was in middle school and high school: what are you really good at. you are ok at many things but excellent at nothing. talk about hobbies first. I am in a cheerleader team but not a talented cheerleader. I like to play piano but easily forget to play songs I practiced before.
then I realize I undervaluate my own value. many ppl say to me “I really like your smile” “you are so girly” “you are dangerous you know the situation. gotta be careful with you”. So, my smile. my mind. even my big family, is a thing that I must be proud of, indeed
Sb was born with talent. sb is just a normal person for the entire life. if mom ask me again, “what are you really good at”, i still find no satisfied answer to myself. but it doesnt mean that you dont have interesting stories to tell.

The obvious syndrome of my mistake can be seen in love. I undervaluate and neglect those treating me well. Big mistake, how can you use your value to strengthen yourself when you dont even notice about its existence.

See

3 months from now on.

taken on my last day
have the whole view of the city and “see how very small we are, Dzung”

I have been feeling so sick especially on the first two days coming back home. everything is small, dirty, a lot of people, noisy, and speaking vietnamese. I have been missing as hell my daily habit for the last 1 year, those things I had to do everyday when I woke up. I was here and things were fade and far, those people, and that different life. 
I would continue to keep in mind of that ideal life if I was still in the Us. that life of individuals and freedom. I would still think that I missed family but realizing I couldnt understand my parents’ thought actually. 
Moving on fast or not moving on are either cruel to me now. I would be glad that I can adapt quickly to be back but it also means sth will be forgotten easily. 
But I find no reason, no excuse to be sad. I am way lucky to have things around whether I live here or there. If I want sth more, start and go for it.
taken on my last day
have the whole view of the city and “see how very small we are, Dzung”

I have been feeling so sick especially on the first two days coming back home. everything is small, dirty, a lot of people, noisy, and speaking vietnamese. I have been missing as hell my daily habit for the last 1 year, those things I had to do everyday when I woke up. I was here and things were fade and far, those people, and that different life. 
I would continue to keep in mind of that ideal life if I was still in the Us. that life of individuals and freedom. I would still think that I missed family but realizing I couldnt understand my parents’ thought actually. 
Moving on fast or not moving on are either cruel to me now. I would be glad that I can adapt quickly to be back but it also means sth will be forgotten easily. 
But I find no reason, no excuse to be sad. I am way lucky to have things around whether I live here or there. If I want sth more, start and go for it.

taken on my last day
have the whole view of the city and “see how very small we are, Dzung”

I have been feeling so sick especially on the first two days coming back home. everything is small, dirty, a lot of people, noisy, and speaking vietnamese. I have been missing as hell my daily habit for the last 1 year, those things I had to do everyday when I woke up. I was here and things were fade and far, those people, and that different life.
I would continue to keep in mind of that ideal life if I was still in the Us. that life of individuals and freedom. I would still think that I missed family but realizing I couldnt understand my parents’ thought actually.
Moving on fast or not moving on are either cruel to me now. I would be glad that I can adapt quickly to be back but it also means sth will be forgotten easily.
But I find no reason, no excuse to be sad. I am way lucky to have things around whether I live here or there. If I want sth more, start and go for it.

Nho US da diet

when you have close people to talk to you daily directly, you write less to yourself on public social media.